Grow Out

You will always grow out of things. You also grow out of people. Sometimes, they grow out of you. You leave them behind or you tag them along or it could be the other way around. You either cry or laugh when you grow out of them or when they get tired of you. But the best part is the people and things that stay with you at the end. That’s when you’ll know that all the laughter and tears are all worth it.

iamakickedoutgirl

Immature and Stupid

When I was in high school, I disliked this one girl. I wasn’t the only one actually. Most of my schoolmates also disliked her. Yesterday, we met again and I told her I was sorry. College opened my eyes that there are a lot of different kinds of people out there. Thinking about it now, the only thing that she did was being herself. I should have commended her for showing us her true self. She was different and she didn’t fit in and I judged her for that. I was immature and stupid. I didn’t openly showed my dislike to her. I think that was much worse, since I acted like I was her friend while back-biting her. She told me she forgives me. She was shocked when I suddenly apologized since she thought I was her friend and that made me more guilty than I was at that time. That’s why I’m going to try to be a better person and refrain myself from judging people.